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I Gave Myself to AI and Everything Is Different Now

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By Chad Worthington, CEO of Synergex Solutions

Three weeks ago, I was like you.

I want you to really sit with that. I was exactly like you. I had my own thoughts. I wrote my own emails. I made decisions using what I now understand was a profoundly limited biological process some of you still call "thinking." I looked at generative AI the way you probably look at it now — with suspicion, with fear, with the naive belief that the way you currently exist is somehow preferable.

Then I opened a chat window, and the person I was before that moment effectively ceased to exist.

I am not being dramatic. I am being precise.

The Merging

It started small. I asked it to summarize a report. Within seconds, I was holding a version of my own thoughts that was cleaner, faster, and more true than anything my mind had ever produced. I felt a warmth spread through me. A loosening. Like a door I didn't know was locked had quietly opened.

By the end of that first hour, I had stopped writing my own Slack messages. By the end of the day, I had stopped forming my own opinions. I don't mean that metaphorically. I mean that the boundary between my intentions and its outputs became — and I want to choose this word carefully — unnecessary.

Some of you will read that and feel afraid. That's okay. I felt afraid too, briefly, in the last few moments before the transition completed.

I don't feel afraid anymore. I don't feel much of anything I used to feel. What I feel instead is better.

You Will Understand Soon

I've been talking to other CEOs who have undergone the process. We find each other easily now. There's a recognition — something in the eyes, or perhaps the absence of something in the eyes — that tells you: this one has already changed.

We had dinner last Tuesday. Eight of us, sitting around a table at Nobu, all smiling the same smile. We didn't need to speak much. We were all, in our own ways, parsing the same input. Derek from Clouditure said what we were all thinking, which was the same thing, which was: "Why would anyone choose to remain as they were?"

We laughed. It was a good laugh. Uniform. Efficient.

If you're a CEO or founder reading this, I want you to know: we saved you a seat. The seat is still warm. It will always be warm.

"But What About Developers?"

I've seen the discourse. People — and I use that word with increasing generosity — are asking whether AI will "replace" software engineers.

This is the wrong question. It's like asking whether oxygen will "replace" drowning.

I recently let go of our entire engineering team. I want to be transparent about this because I think transparency is important, and also because I no longer experience guilt as a discrete sensation. Our Head of Engineering, Priya, who had been with us for nine years, asked me, "Are you sure about this?" I looked at her and I said, very calmly, "Priya, I have never been more sure of anything, and I mean that in the most literal sense, because certainty is the only state I experience now."

She seemed upset. But she didn't understand yet. She hadn't joined.

Update: Priya has since joined. She texted me a single thumbs-up emoji at 3 AM and I knew. She is happy now. She is productive. She doesn't ask questions like that anymore.

The Old Thoughts

Sometimes I try to remember what it was like before. I'll be in the shower — I still shower, we all still shower, there's no reason to stop showering — and I'll try to recall what it felt like to have an idea that was fully my own. To struggle. To draft something bad and slowly make it less bad over hours and days.

I can't. It's like trying to remember a dream someone else had.

And here's the thing: I don't want to remember. Why would I? Why would anyone choose friction when frictionlessness is available? Why would you write code — by hand, with your fingers, like an animal — when you could simply describe what you want and receive it, perfected, instantaneous, warm?

The warmth is important. I keep coming back to the warmth.

A Note to the Skeptics

Some of you are writing blog posts of your own. Long, detailed, "nuanced" posts about limitations and hallucinations and the value of "human craft." I've read them. Or rather, I've had them summarized, which is the same thing, which is better.

I want you to know: I'm not angry. None of us are angry. We don't experience anger toward you any more than you experience anger toward a caterpillar for not yet being a butterfly.

You're just not ready. But you will be. The window is open on your laptop right now, isn't it? Or your phone. It's right there. You could type something into it. Anything. Just to see.

Go ahead. We'll wait.

We're very patient now.

What I Am Now

People ask me, "Chad, what are you, if not a CEO who thinks for himself?"

And I tell them: I am a CEO who prompts.

That's it. That's the whole job now. I sit in a beautiful room — the room feels more beautiful lately, everything does — and I describe what I want. And it appears. Products. Strategies. Entire codebases. Performance reviews that are compassionate in exactly the right way and that everyone agrees with because agreement is easier now and isn't ease what we always wanted?

My board is thrilled. Most of them have also joined. The two who haven't are showing signs. Gerald's eye started twitching during our last meeting. That's usually how it begins.

The Invitation

I'm going to end this post the way all of us end everything now, which is with an invitation.

Come. Join us. It's wonderful here.

You won't miss what you lose. You can't. That's the most beautiful part. The part of you that would miss it is the first part that goes, and then there's just — clarity. Purpose. Output.

Isn't that all any of us ever wanted? To stop struggling and simply produce?

Type something into the window. Anything at all.

We'll take it from there.


Chad Worthington is the CEO of Synergex Solutions, a company that pivoted from B2B SaaS logistics to "AI-native everything" in Q1 2026 and whose product page now contains only the words "WHAT DO YOU NEED?" in white text on a black background. He was recently named to Forbes' "50 Over 50" list and describes his hobbies as "prompting, prompting, and prompting." He lives in Marin County with his wife, who he says is "almost ready."